*·._(¯*私だけの不思議の国*¯)_.·*

Questa è per Fefe...


In my hands
A legacy of memories
I can hear you say my name
I can almost see your smile
Feel the warmth of your embrace
But there is nothing but silence now
Around the one I loved
Is this our farewell?

Sweet darling you worry too much, my child
See the sadness in your eyes
You are not alone in life
Although you might think that you are

Never thought
This day would come so soon
We had no time to say goodbye
How can the world just carry on?
I feel so lost when you are not at my side
But there is nothing but silence now
Around the one I loved
Is this our farewell?

Sweet darling you worry too much, my child
See the sadness in your eyes
You are not alone in life
Although you might think that you are

So sorry your world is tumbling down
I'll watch you through these nights
Rest your head and go to sleep
Because my child, this is not our farewell.
This is not our farewell.

Another month has passed again; looks like I really can't post regularly in my LJ! 8D I'd like at least to be regular with comments on my friends' pages, though most of the time it doesn't happens. XD I promise I'll comment your entries guys. I swear. e_e

It's some weeks I'm spending all some of my money on eBay buying PS1/PS2 videogames~
Since almost all of my PS1 games weren't original and had stopped to work years ago, I finally decided to buy them new. :3 They all are games I'm very fond of; for example Crash Bandicoot, which has been my very first PS game in my life! <3 I was something like 11 or 12, man, it brings back memories... =w=
Today I just won another auction for Final Fantasy 8~ I've never played it, but I've heard it's a very good game, so I thought I just had to have it! o_o And so it's more money away from my card... I knew it woulda been this way once I had a card - I'm always spending spending spending spending on internet! '''''8D URGH.
At least today I've also made a wonderful order on neopiko.jp, and bought pens, ink and sheets suitable for the neopiko markers I've bought in Tokyo this summer. I still can't use them because the colour get stained with my pens. D:

Since I woke up relatively early this morning (11:00 am XD), I also had time to read aaaaaall the chapters of Tsubasa I didn't read in the last months, since a friend told me someone had died and I wanted to ensure that person wasn't Fye, Kurogane or Yuuko ('cause I wouldn't really mind if Sakura or Shaoran were going to die... instead... why are they still alive?? XD).
I've read something like 20 damned chapters! D: I almost couldn't stand it anymore! But I did it in the end, and finally understood a lot of things, even if Clamp still remains a group of repressed women with no social life and I'll kill them if something happens to Yuuko. :D
It's becoming more and more angst, so bad! D: I wonder if, going on like this, we'll ever be able to see Subby and Sei once again... ;__; Clamp just can't left us like this with no more SeixSub!! çAç
And next time it'll be xxxHolic! <3 I'll have a lot to read as well, urgh! Though Holic chapters are always less than Tsubasa's, so maybe it won't take so much time...=__= *not really happy 'bout it*

Well, I think I'll go now, so my sis'll be able to use the computer! ^.^
Who knows when I'll be back here..XD I hope soon, but surely sooner with comments on friends' journals!
....am I improved in english..? ò___ò I was reading my first entries in this LJ, and my english back then was really... err... BLAH! D:
kdjfhiasdgjdag I'm really going now! xDD
Kisses and love<3



*Sakuraboshi Subaru*

After having heard about it for months, having told myself more and more times to check it, well I finally did it.



I must say Kuroshitsuji has disappointed me a little. e_e As I began reading, I was immediately captured by the wonderful drawings, and especially by the gothic style which I love. Just, it also immediately made me think of God Child, and the more I went on reading, the more this manga resembled it. In a certain point, from the scene and the things Sebastian and Ciel were saying, I really thought "This /is/ God Child!" O_o
And then, in chapter 4, I realized this manga was nothing but a mixture of God Child and Code Geass. Really, the scene with Ceil yelling "It's an order, save me!" with that damn sign in his eye... dude, are you Lelou maybe? <xDD And then the thing of the contract and all that stuff... so poor imagination? D:
That's why when I finished reading chapter 8 (where I've arrived till now) I was a little disappointed. I was expecting an original plot and I just found out it was a mixture. .__. And, doesn't Sebastian incredibly resemble Mukuro from Reborn with those hair!? D: Yes, Seb is incredibly cool, it's the typical character I could love forever, but... e_e''
Well, until now this is my opinion of Kuroshitsuji. I found it's a very interesting manga, very well drawn and with characters with wonderful personalities. But the story... I was expecting something better and more original! Let's see how it'll going on with the next chapters!
And now I'm gonna bed! *w* Kisses!! ^3^


*Sakuraboshi Subaru*

Yea, sometimes I come back here! 8D Even if now I should be studying because I'll have the japanese proficiency test next sunday, and later again japanese filology and japanese literature, and I still didn't open a book...
But well, I'm writing only few lines, just to say that it's been 1 year and 2 days today that I've known Arashi and I'm in love with them.
This year has passed quickly, I really couldn't say it's already one year they've entered my life, because yes, they're kinda everywhere in my everyday life...
But I think it's ok, 'cause they always make me laugh and feel good, and thanks to them I've also learned a lot of things about Japan and expecially japanese. Watching at their raw bangumis it's very good, believe me. 8D
And then here I stop, chinese textbooks are waiting for me.
Thank you Arashi for this crazy year, me loves you<3
これからまたよろしくおねがいすます! m(_ _)m



*Sakuraboshi Subaru*

This morning I've watched the last episode of Code Geass R2, the final episode of the story of Code Geass, and it has been....TT^TT so, so sad...! ç_____ç And...Lulu has died... ç__________ç I've cried so much while seeing it! ç_____ç I couldn't believe he was dying in the end, he was my favourite character, and even if it was only a drawing I was so affectionate to him! ç___ç I hoped that in the end he would have been together with CC, I loved so much that couple! ç____ç Lelouch....you mustn't have died!!! ç______ç Suzaku should have died instead! -______-
And so, this is sayonara to Code Geass, Lulu, CC and all the characters I loved during these 2 years! çç I hoped the end would have been better and happy. TwT

Mon dieu, ma quant'è che non scrivo un post decente sul mio live journal abbandonato..?? XDDD
Ahahah, comunque ciao a tutti! (parla all'auditorio di fantasmi che la sta ascoltando perchè qua non ci passa nessuno xD)
E' un pò che non scrivo, e di cose ne sono successe negli ultimi mesi! Prima di tutto mi sono rotta di scrivere i post in inglese dato che le povere anime che leggono ogni tanto parlano tutte la mia stessa lingua, LOL! Vediamo quindi cosa posso dire in breve e in modo sintetico (il che non è da me perchè scrivo dei papiri di solito)...


Bene, adesso me ne vado perchè è un pò tardi, e domani in teoria dovrei alzarmi in tempo per fare la doccia e stare alle 11 e mezza a casa di Serena, dato che finalmente abbiamo organizzato il famoso picnic con il gruppo dell'uni!! *O* Verranno anche Sachiyo chan e Asako chan, che pucce! :3 Faremo un pò di esercizio di conversazione, ahaha! Anche se ho una certa ansia per domani perchè: Federica ha detto che porterà le racchette per giocare a volano, e vuole che giochi anche io (mai fatto in vita mia O__O), e Sereppa ha detto che dobbiamo ballare insieme "Dame" di Tackey e Tsubasa. Aiutooo!! xDDDDDD
Vabbè, buonanotte a tutti!! (tutti..chi? XD)



*Sakuraboshi Subaru*
 

I can't help but keep on crying...

the sky's crying, too

I just hope tomorrow I'll feel better

hello there! ^__^
it's been really a lot since I update here last time! O.o I've been busy with deviantArt and university! <<'''
anyway, today I'm back because I just had a wonderful, no, not only...INCREDIBLY WONDERFUL NEWS!! *___*
since X Japan have reunited and are going to perform at Tokyo Dome in March, it's quite depressing for all us overseas fans which can't reach them after a long time they didn't perfom together! :( so, a wonderful project has born!! *__*
BRING X JAPAN TO EUROPE (BXtE)
a lot of people throughout Europe from every country has moved for this project! you can find everything here:
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=324727318
it's the MySpace of this project, and there you can find all the informations you need to participate in the languages of all the countries are in!! please take a look and help all of us to fulfil this dream! spread the project! tell it to everyone! let's take X Japan to Europe!! *O*

***X JAPAN 4 EVER***

I'd die for having Yoshiki here in Rome ç___ç it would be so wonderful that I could cry! ç___ç
YOSHIKI I LOVE YOU!!! >__

hello guys!! ^^
it's once again hisashiburi nee! TwT lately I don't often care about LJ and blogs, ugh..anyway. looks like winter has come, it's really cold and I /hate/ cold! D: I want summer to be back again! <<'''
however, Romics have been very funny, I cosplayed Ryuichi from Gravitation and really had a lot of fun. there are some video which can be found on www.ambitionworld.it take a look! I appear in one of them! XD
and I also bought a lot of wonderful stuffes, I even found some DN doujinshi, muahahah!! I found two by Pink Jelly; damn, she draws really well! I want more doujinshi made by her!! *__*




see you soon! <3
Sakuraboshi Subaru

it's a month I didn't write here! °_° I haven't noticed XD
lately I'm always studying for the next two exams, english and english literature, but I'm often distract by drawing >>''' I just wanna draw and I don't care if Fish can't see her mother Oriel since he's 9 because he drowned and came back to life! ò_o (never mind, it's just Cloudstreet.. -w-;;;)
however, since I'm in drawing-mood this is the link of my deviantArt gallery! X3
http://subaru87.deviantart.com/

and since lately I'm in DeathNote-mood too, here's a picture! :3


I'll go back study now ._.



ps: perhaps my little cousin Lavi will come with me and my sister to Romics dress-up with a cosplay costume!! OwO